I Think I Need a Local Church

When I took on the Presidency of the National UMYF, I became very busy that I have not committed to any local church. Well, since my father came to Manila, I had to join him in his local church. After all, it doesn’t make sense if I’m not in his church. The last time that I really chose to be a part of a church–that of my own choosing was when I became a member of God is Love UMC in Concepcion, Marikina City. It was a great ministry for me. I actually felt like I was ministering with a church I chose as compared to a church imposed on me because of my father’s appointment.

It seems I need a local church again–not something I choose out of obligation, but a church where I can meet people, grow in my faith and become more like Christ. I initially thought of Good Samaritan UMC since I’ve been there a few times already. The Vesper service appeals to me particularly. But I have apprehensions, though. I also thought of Puno UMC, St. John and Kamuning. They are all good but so far, I ain’t committing to any. Will try to attend worship services in these churches–> church shopping, so to speak.

Serving God and worshiping him are not disconnected with each other. After all, service derives out of worship and love of God. But what if the servant (or the friend, as Jesus puts it) forgets to connect with God? What if it all becomes heartless service and ministry routine? What if service is no longer motivated by love but by economic necessities? What if service becomes nothing more than one’s profession and expertise?

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The heart gets lost.
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That heart is what I seek to recover.

~ by penstalker on 23 August 2009.